another post regarding saturday & sunday. spent going to jemputan. twice for both days. didn't get to eat much, everyone was rushing rushing. but finally at night got to eat. guess how long i had to suffer with no food! k tak perlu eh nas. sunday was kakak's birthday. wow, she's 18 and she's shorter than me. haha, k bastard. and she got swensens + new phone! waaaah, >:(

today was practically awesome. met jun & ary at downtown to record the video. then head to whitesands with ary and then we separate ways. went to the library, been long since i've been there and waited for time to pass. finally rafi came. so we were thinking of where to head to since its raining, yet AGAIN. then we go makan at Ananas Cafe. cheap food and very nice uh :D then go somewhere somewhere. and finally back home. today rafi make me malu many times luh D: ah well, haha.

And as i look into your eyes
I see and angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as i hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Till life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And no i've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All i have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so i can breathe
Your open doors are closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so i stand tall
Just like a rose

And when i feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry one
Each time i look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words i long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And no i've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All i have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so i can breathe
Your open doors are closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so i stand tall
Just like a rose

And though the seasons changed
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so i can breathe
Your opened doors are closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so i stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

today head to bedok with jun and xj. went for breakfast at KFC first. one bangla and one cina guy kept staring at jun and me. mintak kene penampar sia. then went library. study e maths. alhamdullilah, can understand what im learning. then head to tampines meet my raaaaaafi! then went ehub. ordered tix, watch 2012 again. i enjoyed it cause, *ehem*. k tak perlu bilang di sini. then went to Ananas Cafe, eat cheap cheap food. then we walked home after that. damn i MISS you banyak2 :(

Ketika cinta yang
Yakini diriku hadir dalam hariku
Tak mungkin ku berpaling
Meninggalkan ketulusan

Walau nanti kau takkan pernah bersamaku lagi
Atau ku telah tiada takkan kembali

Kubangga kubisa
Mencurahkan rasa
Yang dahulu tak pernah ada
Kan ku beri cinta
Yang selalu terjaga
Indah dan abadi adanya

Walau nanti kau takkan pernah bersamaku lagi
Atau ku telah tiada takkan kembali

Kubangga kubisa
Mencurahkan rasa
Yang dahulu tak pernah ada
Kan ku beri cinta
Yang selalu terjaga
Indah dan abadi adanya

Kubangga kubisa
Mencurahkan rasa
Yang dahulu tak pernah ada

done with the performance at French School. enjoyable uh. a lot of hot eurasian guys and the girls were having fun observing them but not me, haha. i have my rafi. ah well. today was really depressing. im tired of all this. when will it stop? :/ and i dunno why, but i look forward to thursday. all i want is spend more time with him, heh. oh yeah, these three days was supposed to attend SC camp and train the junior SC. being me, im so lazy and i don't even bother about council. if any councillors are reading this, i apologise.

Di dirimu aku menemukan
Yang mencintaiku
Yang menyayangiku
Di dirimu aku ketakutan
Kau biarkanku
Kau tinggalkanku

Bila kamu tak lagi denganku
Ku tak tahu apa ‘tuk jalani hidupku
Bila memang kau pergi dariku
Ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

Mengertikah kau siang malamku
Dan tangis tawaku
Kau semua hidupku
Pandang aku pandanglah hatiku
Aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu

Bukan ku tak punya harga diri
Tapi dirimu begitu berarti
Kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku
Mengerti aku

(:

You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me a hint
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me a hint
So please, just take my hand.

im blogging because someone asked me too, *ehem*. hee, but not in details cause thats for me to know and for you people (if you're busybody :P) to find out. today, met jun & xj. went to library. sat and looked thru the a maths paper while jun explained certain stuffs. kinda understood, thanks uh. went out and met my rafi with his omar. then sent him and we went off somewhere. ah well, thanks uh for today. i never smiled this much and i know you know why eh :D k dah. happy? hehe.

right, guess imma blog now while waiting for facebook pictures to load. well, 6th of november, an awesome day! went out with nad, jun, dee, ary, andru to science centre. i guess going there when you're a teenager is much more enjoyable since you know what you're seeing unlike my primary school days, i dont even know all those science stuffs. well, all of us behaved like as if we've not gone there and in other words, behaved in childish manner. ah well, its all in the name of fun. oh yeah, 4th of november <3 hmm, some photos here, more in facebook ^^ uhh, another thing, the next time i'll be blogging, is the next time i have something fun to talk about, which may be few days/weeks/months from now. ah well, im lazy, what do you expect huh? -.^

results i kinda flunked my results badly. came home with my dead face and mak was like, 'eh why like no mood? results eh?' i ignored her query, didn't wanna disappoint her any further but as far as i can see, mother knows best. oh God, help me promote :( well, got this Canon EOS 1000D. damn freaking awesome lah. hmm, came up with a song of my own but no lyrics and nad came and helped me out since she's good with the words and im good with the rhythm, so why not we combined? hehe, fun stuff. these days have been spent hearing malay songs. haiyo. i hate blogging now, i don't know why.

Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena,
Keranaku masih teringat pada mu,
Begitu payah nya nak ku melupakan,
Pernah kah kau memikirkan oh sayang..

mom asked me to change clothes and accompany her to NTUC but she still lay on the sofa, reading newspaper. HAIYO. well as you can see, finally my computer is working! i hope when im using this comp, the monitor wont shut off again like it used to. well, exams are amazingly over a week ago but the feeling of getting the results will soon lead to despair. damn, im scared. ah well. yesterday went cycling with nad, hud, dee, syak. was kinda fun despite some stuffs happening. and i think im sick again. mind you, this flu has been happening and not been cured for over 3 weeks already. HEH.

well believe it or not, i realised ive been going around on my own almost everyday. roaming pasir ris, not knowing where to go. sometimes i head to pasir ris beach. looking out at the ocean with my songs on makes me feel dead. i don't know why, i just do feel dead. the more i stand near the water, the more i felt as though its pulling me. then i walked around, sat around, looking and observing people with my wicked thoughts. though its fun with a companion, being alone actually makes you feel great because you dont have to force a smile or think of a conversation to talk to. you just have to be yourself. awesome eh.

oh my, been long since ive touched this keyboard buttons! had malay/english paper 2. was really managable. alhamdullilah. now for a/e maths & pure sciences. GO NAS! :D